Este, es otro post personal (3)

OK, Fee, no se por que sigues empeñada en decir que mi vida gira alrededor de la tuya, la verdad no tengo la más mínima idea de por que lo dices, ya no te he dado motivos para hacerlo, o si?
y menos después de lo que se ha dicho y hecho; sí la verdad te quiero mucho, pero yo una vez te lo dije, ya no espero que pase nada entre los dos, y además, TU también me lo dijiste, de buena o mala manera, te lo haya pedido o no, me lo dijiste, y como te lo dije en ese entonces, lo necesitaba.

Lo necesitaba, porque, si no me lo decías, iba a seguir teniendo esa idea errónea. Cuál? Pues seguiría creyendo que tú y yo podríamos ser algo más.

Esa idea, como podrás adivinar, ya no cruza mi cabeza.

Aquí, una canción que relata perfectamente lo que sentía.
Y lo que ahora siento, pues lo pondré en negritas, para que se entienda.



"Where'd You Go?"

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family(°) here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

BTW, Aquí(°) debería de ir choffee & me;y tú sigues con los beneficios agregados, you know, estadio & all that jazz.

Quedó Claro???